Preparing for winter

It was a productive weekend in all sorts of ways, except for the amount of pleasure reading — sorry, Tolkien. But I am slowly making my way through The Two Towers. I’m not to Isengard yet, but a lot of folks are on their way.

Most of the work I did this weekend was in the house. Earlier this year — spring? summer? — I may have mentioned a cedar chest that we acquired when Eldest was able to unlock it for the previous owners. We didn’t necessarily want it, but we couldn’t find anyone we knew who wanted to have it. So we stowed it in the garage until this weekend.

Saturday was the last warm day that southern Wisconsin might have until…May. The high temperature dropped 20 degrees between Saturday and Sunday, and I have to assume that literally everyone I knew was spending Saturday doing those final chores before the approach of late fall and early winter. I can’t verify that because I was at home doing some of those very chores.

I had thought about using the chest in my bedroom, but it was a bit too wide for that. After I spent more time thinking about it, I saw that I could put it at the upstairs landing and use it to hold the extra blankets that we might need in the winter.

The only (!) problem was that the upstairs landing was already completely packed with all sorts of things. I would need to remove and triage all that, as well as vacuum the stairs and landing, before I could put the cedar chest there. Which was…dusty and needed to be cleaned inside and out.

It was a multi-phase process over the whole weekend, but on Saturday we were able to move the chest from the garage to the deck, where it could get a quick cleaning and dusting. While it aired out, I moved everything from the landing, treated and vacuumed the carpet, and started laundering the blankets that were being stored in boxes and bins. Before the sun set, we were able to put the chest in place.

Kind of invisible, isn’t it? That is a LOT of woodgrain. I thought about hanging something up behind the chest to break up the colors, but since there is an overhang that wouldn’t be the easiest thing to do. But I remembered that I had a metal quilt rack I was using downstairs.

And that’s kind of…blah. Maybe I have something else I can put there to break up the woodgrain and create some [calm] visual interest.

That’s more like it.

Since then I have refolded the quilt (which has one made for my grandmother, but not by me) so that it no longer shows a binding on one side and a fold on the other. And it now contains several freshly laundered blankets.

I’m still trying to figure out what to do with everything that had previously been stacked at the top of the stairs. But that’s a matter for another week (or so).


I’ve been doing more steady work on my research project. Right now I’m taking genealogical data gleaned by the prior biographer and using it to fill out family history and five-generation charts. This gives me a better way to visualize the family — or it will, when I can add all the members of the families to my records. The prior biographer had a habit of writing things like “she was about three years younger” or “he came from a large family” without actually specifying the birthdate or the number of siblings in question. I think I’ll need several sessions with the library’s Ancestry account before I can collect all the data that she didn’t share in her book. I realize that she was focused on our mutual research subject and the direct family lines, but I sure wish that I had access to her notes. I want to take a wider and more comprehensive view.

Last week I watched a Zoom webinar about a printing press that was donated to a museum. It had been used for decades in a family printing business, and the owners had kept copies of hundreds of the posters, invitations, and other items they had printed for their community. Recently, some graduate students reverse-engineered the picture of a vibrant multicultural and multilingual (English, Hebrew, Yiddish, and Spanish) community from the events for which printing had been done.

I would like to do the same thing with genealogy to solve some minor mysteries in my research subject’s ancestors. Why were he and his siblings born in a small town in Scotland when his father had lived near London? Well, his mother’s family lived in this small town, and she had two sisters and probably a raft of cousins. Something about the structure of the extended family made this something sensible instead of unusual.


Knitwise, the rows of the Palm Frond scarf have gotten so wide that I only found time to knit full repeats on the weekend days. On both days, I knitted while watching YouTube videos about working with analog planning systems (shoutout to Rachelle In Theory). After knitting two more repeats I measured out the rest of the yarn, and only half the cake is left. But I also have just four 10-row repeats left before I bind off the project. That’s how quickly it’s getting wider. When I wear it, that width will become length… oh, forget it. I’ll just show you a picture.

I was a little bit more diligent at working on the Cottontail scarf this week than I was the week before. In the photo below I have folded the scarf at the halfway point, where I joined the second ball of yarn. Though I didn’t measure the work, you can see that I’m a bit more than 75 percent done. It’s not close-to-done enough to check my stash and see what I might work on next, but it’s close enough that I’ll have a warm scarf to wear while it’s still cold.

My life as a cat

Recently I’ve been catching up on a podcast to which I haven’t listened for over a year. Now that my morning and afternoon commutes have been somewhat lengthened by the lateral journey to Youngest’s high school and back again, I’ve been firing up the Bluetooth speaker (thanks, Sheila!) and listening in for at least thirty minutes a day. The episodes vary in length but average 20-25 minutes each, so I have been clipping through them fairly quickly. I started re-listening about a year further back than I needed to, but it’s been rewarding to hear the episodes again (occasionally hearing [again] the answer to a question I had submitted — which, ironically, which was about what other podcasts I should listen to when I had finally caught up with this one).

This weekend I caught up to where I had left off almost exactly a year ago. A few minutes ago I listened to the last five minutes of an episode I started this morning, which turned out to be largely about, of all things, the philosophy of mathematics and its relationship to Talmud study. And right at the end of the episode, host Xava made the comment, “I can’t live all of the lives that I want to live.”

I may have mentioned one or twice that my house contains the necessary items for living several lives. Since I don’t know yet which life I’ll live, I don’t know yet which items will prove to be necessary and which items I can sell, throw away, or hand off to others. As my offspring make their own decisions, I can reward their decisiveness by letting them raid my stores. Over time, that will help me to narrow my own choices. (Mama can’t go first. That would be rude.)

Do I have enough items to live for a thousand lives before using them up? Not quite. (And would I want to live like The Doctor, outliving everyone I love? No. But I can’t get rid of my Tardis full of time-travel items — no, not yet. Somehow I might find the time to read and watch them all….)

But perhaps, just perhaps, I could narrow my lives down to nine.

There’s a life where I can finally set up my Macseum, creating networks of similarly aged Mac hardware and installing each piece with the optimum operating system. The laser printer and the DeskJet can finally come up from the basement and be used again, and I can write (and print out) stories on everything from a Mac Plus to an iMac or MacBook.

There’s a life where I can learn all the languages I want to learn: Hebrew, Yiddish, Ladino; Spanish; American Sign Language; Latin. And why not French and German and Arabic, too, while I’m at it? Japanese? Afrikaans? Sanskrit? No problem! I remember checking out, when I was in about the fourth grade, a library book about the way basic Chinese characters were created. The character for “house” actually looks like a house, if you know what you’re looking for.

There’s a life where I have the time to read all of the books I have accumulated over the years. Fiction, essays, nonfiction — all of them, in any order I want.

There’s a life where I draw, paint, and just plain create all the things that flash through my mind. I take my own photographs, develop my own pictures, and design the house I live in.

There’s a life in which I do nothing but write, with pencils, pens, fountain pens, typewriters, and computers.

There’s a life where I travel the world, using my languages and my art to get around and meet people, discover and tell their stories, and find out who I am.

There’s a life where I cook my way through every cookbook I own, and I master the techniques of Jacques and Julia, of Anthony Bourdain and Bert Greene, of the Top Chefs and the anonymous cooks representing a thousand years of Chinese cuisine. I bake every loaf and cut out every cookie, and there are fresh loaves of challah on every Shabbat.

There’s a life where I’m just the wacky old lady who lives next to the middle school, pointing my finger at the kids who struggle to pedal the ill-fitting hand-me-down bikes of their older siblings. “Come here,” I say. “Let me fix that for you. You can pick it up on your way home.” While they’re in class I check the brakes, adjust the gearing, put the seat at the proper height, fill the tires to the right pressure, and lube the chain. I get to make something better, and they get to have something that works better — something that might bring them freedom rather than frustration.

That sums up eight lives, leaving only one in which to do everything else I’d like to do. Is the ninth life the one in which I knit, crochet, make quilts, rehabilitate owls, foster cats, dogs, horses, and alpacas, research genealogies, and finally learn to play and write music for the piano, guitar, and accordion? When do I study geometry, astronomy, and mathematics? When do I set up my invention lab? When do I meditate and do my yoga? And when can I just be?

I may need to rethink this plan.


Knitwise, there hasn’t been a stitch of work going on. Knitrino did recently email me about my last chance to purchase a pattern for knitting a smol apatosaurus. It’s tempting, I tell you.

¿Puedo aprender un poquito más?

I feel as if I have spent the last year saying “it’s been a long week” every single week. They’ve been long for everyone, and difficult in different ways. Until conditions are clearly different, I’ll just assume the past week was long and each of us is glad to have it behind them.

But remember how last week’s post was ALL about complaining about the unchosen fonts I had to look at while I wrote? Today they’re back to a version of Times. Part of me thinks, Wow, that’s great, Thank you O WordPress! and part of me thinks, Whatever dude, just let me write. Right now Whatever dude is winning.

This week was about learning. Let’s make an Unordered List (since, for a while, I was learning some HTML). This week I:

  • Learned about friends who are struggling but don’t want to say that they need help.
  • Learned some Hebrew.
  • Learned that I am starting to recognize Hebrew words in the Daf Yomi.
  • Learned where I put my book on the Arabic alphabet.
  • Learned how to make documents that can be read aloud by a screen reader.
  • Learned how to fix my website links that weren’t quite right.
  • Learned more about Ladino, a language that is a combination of Hebrew terms and 15th-century Spanish.
  • Learned that some deadlines, once missed, can’t be met.
  • Learned that I probably should use my fountain pens more frequently.
  • Learned that I should rinse out the nibs of my fountain pens if they’ll be idle.
  • Learned relearned that I buy impulsively on the Internet.
  • Learned that a co-worker is retiring in a few months.
  • Learned that it’s hard to choose a new Provost, and I’m glad it’s not up to just me.
  • Learned that some people think I’m doing a pretty good job.
  • Learned that Microsoft Publisher has some really interesting font handling issues.
  • Learned relearned how to mother a sick [adult] child.

This week I seemed to go down one rabbit hole after another. They were brief trips, but each one felt deep. Lately it’s been a language hole — whether English or <HTML> or Spanish or Hebrew or Ladino or just a bisl of Yiddish.

Considering all the things I’ve done and the interests I’ve had in my life, it should surprise absolutely nobody that I can get extremely interested in how languages work and how they are similar to each other and how many can I possibly learn?

I’m trying to spend less time worrying about the optimal order in which to learn all the languages of the world. (Less time, not no time.) Instead, I’m indulging myself in language-learning whenever I happen to think about it. If I’m addressed in Spanish, I’ll try to respond en español. If prompted in Hebrew, I hope to reply am ivrit. I’m listening to the words, the phrases, the sentences, as if they are a living stream in which I am carried along.

Words wash over me now — in the car, at work, and at home. I can’t help but think of what they mean and how they help and hinder; how they align to entertain, to educate, to inspire, to confuddle. I’m fortunate indeed to work in a place where words have profound meanings. I look forward to the time when I can choose my own words to tell my own stories.


Knitwise, I almost finished a thing! I took Eldest to a dental appointment this week, and got to the end of the yarn on the Rainbow Stripe Scarf. The receptionist cut the black yarn to officially end the knitting; I should have let her cut the rainbow yarn, too. I still need to weave in the ends, but the knitting is done. I’ll measure after I do the seaming-in, to make it more official. This means I don’t have any plain knitting in progress at home, so I had better get something started. I have a project waiting in a basket in my office, but lately I’ve been taking notes during the online meetings and my hands haven’t been free to work the yarn.

I still have so much yarn to re-home…my initiative kind of fizzled out after I found out that it would cost $200 to send half a pound of yarn to a friend in England. I haven’t even tried to get an estimate for sending yarn to Australia. It would be cheaper to finally get a Real ID™ and go there myself and bring the yarn in a carry-on. Rethinking…

I just want to learn a few more things and write a few more things and knit a few more things. Then I will be able to rest.

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