The neverending conversation

Yesterday my brother and I had either the conversation that we have every couple of years, or another installment in the conversation that never ends. Each of us is struggling with a type of artistic blockage (ironically, mine is music and his is writing), and both of us are struggling with the physical blockage of Too Much Effing Stuff In Our Way when we go to create. We had a Long Talk about the possible reasons for Why This Is So. I think that each of us is ready to start letting go of the physical things that are getting in our way both metaphorically and tangibly, but there is still a bit of magical thinking involved. My master plan involves winning a lottery I haven’t played more than five times in my life, and his involves a housefire that destroys every possession except his cat.

Okay, so it needs some work. But at least we are talking about how to move ourselves forward. I’m going to start by publishing this blog post, walking the dog, and crawling into my beloved bed and getting the sleep I haven’t been getting on my mother’s couch for the last few days.


Knitwise, I was able to deliver the Pink Project to its recipient last week. I did make a feeble attempt to get the different shades from the different skeins to blend by washing the item in hot water and letting it soak in that water for a few minutes, but nothing really happened. It is still a project that’s going to be lain upon by cats, so eventually it’s going to be pink with white highlights. Or maybe even white with pink highlights.

From this angle, the color differences are almost impossible to see.

One of the cats, the all-white Lucy, has already lain upon it and seems to like it. And my mother, when chilly, has already wrapped herself in it as a blanket/stole. We’re going to call this one a success even if I didn’t add tassels to each end. (Lori, I know that I still owe you for the yarn. I can pay you now!)

While I was visiting my mother I also visited a Goodwill store and scored some really nice yarn. All of the local thrift stores that MiddleSon and I usually visit over the holiday were pretty picked over, so we pulled out our smartphones to search for additional stores. Lo and behold, within walking distance of where I lived in the late 90s there was a new Goodwill location. While MiddleSon looked through the CDs and vinyl, I searched for alphabet mugs and yarn. On the first pass, I didn’t notice any yarn at all. This wasn’t too surprising, as the other stores had been pretty well picked over with regard to any craft supplies that would make easy holiday gifts.

On a second pass, when I started looking under and behind other things in what seemed to be the craft section, I noticed a plastic bag that was stuffed with a few skeins of yarn and a ball/skein of crochet thread in a rich burgundy. The whole bag was priced at $6.99, which was already a steal. When I got to the counter, I asked the clerk if we could remove the crochet thread and donate it back to the store. “Oh,” she said, “I don’t know if I can do that.” But she did take it out, and without saying a word she reduced the price by $2 (MiddleSon and I checked the receipt afterwards).

So here are the three skeins of worsted weight fine Peruvian Highland wool from Blue Sky Fibers, still tagged at $8.75 a skein, that I bought for $3.99 for the three. The colors are Spring Ice, Dark Chocolate, and Loon Lake. Gadzooks! they are pretty. Spring Ice is a bit darker in person, and the other two colors are a bit lighter. Many, many thanks to the knitter (or non-knitter) who donated them to Goodwill. And thanks to the Goodwill employee who ignored the original price tags!

Unfortunately, I didn’t find any reasonably sized knitting needles at the thrift stores while I was out of town — just teeny crochet hooks and enormous aluminum needles. But I have plenty of needles at home, and I can squish these lovely skeins until I think of something to do with them. Maybe a Fair Isle pillow?

The vintage Packer scarf sat at home while I was away, so there is no progress to report or anything new on the needles. Let’s see what happens by the end of next week.

How it’s going

Recently I seem to have started several new projects. Maybe it’s time for updates on them.

Hebrew homeschool: Every week I have been writing out the first phrase or sentence of the Torah portion in Hebrew — first the entire phrase and then word by word on separate lines in my notebook. The next step is the transliteration and then the translation. After that I record any specific reading or studying I’ve done during the week. I have to say that I’ve been doing just the bare minimum here since the first week. But I have noticed that it’s easier to read the Hebrew when I glance at it during my Daf Yomi time. So there’s that.

Graduate school: the final project, a group project, is almost all that is left. I know what I want to contribute to it, and I keep telling myself that I have plenty of time to do my research and prepare my materials. There is also a book to read; it has eleven chapters and I have read three. If I read one chapter about every three days, which seems to be within the realm of possibility, I’ll stay on schedule.

Journaling: I have been keeping up with entries in two journals every day. This does not include my bullet journal, which I stopped using a couple of months ago and is now, in fact, MIA. For next year I have ordered (and received!) a gorgeous preprinted planner and a fountain pen and ink to go with it.

so 2022
so 2023

I’m trying not to start too many new projects, but sometimes you just have to play to your strengths.


Knitwise, I haven’t cast on for either of the two projects for which I purchased patterns. I did, however, download a free pattern for knitting a potato. Yes, a pattern for a potato. And I didn’t cast on for that one, either (keeping my streak alive).

What I did do was gently make some progress on the Packer scarf as I cleared Formula 1 sessions from the DVR and watched the final Grand Prix of the season. Just 105 days to go before the 2023 season starts in Bahrain!

I call it gentle progress because the tension on this project is loose and I don’t want to tighten it up. So when the race got, as my former boss Terry Thompson used to say about a tension-filled magazine issue, “a little too exciting,” I had to put down the project until I could knit calmly.

It’s a rather meditative knit anyway.

That’s how it looked on Saturday night. Next, here’s how it looked a full 24 hours later:

That’s about 10 ridges, or 20 rows, of progress. You can see by how much of the green yarn is left that I’m going to be plugging along on this for a while. When this skein of green yarn is used up, I’ll be at the halfway point. Unless I decide to put on some fringe. I suppose that I will decide for/against fringe when I get to the almost-halfway point. I just weighed the balance of the green skein, and I have 52 of 83 grams of yarn left. I can weigh the balance again when the scarf is 45 inches long and make some more calculations.

What do you think? Fringe or no fringe?

and just like that, it was hot chocolate season

This week was beautiful. Everyone I saw talked about how beautiful it was. The perfect autumn day, so bright, so lovely. The sky was begging to be photographed for a calendar page. Then, in the last 48 hours, the temperatures took a nose dive and snow flurries started to invade the air every so often.

So here we are, less than two weeks before Thanksgiving and ready to enter what I call “the tunnel” — a Wisconsin winter, from which one only truly emerges the following May. Sometimes the end of May or the beginning of June. We haven’t put the plastic over the windows yet and we missed our best opportunity to move the unused bicycles from the garage to the basement, but I have already made chili once and hot chocolate twice. Extra blankets have been added to the beds.

All I want to do on the weekend is curl up in the Big Green Chair and read books, but it turns out that what I really need to do is read books and articles about trends in higher education, write papers for grad school, lay out newsletter pages for my congregation, and read my Hebrew books. (Not books that are written in Hebrew, but books that teach me how to read Hebrew. True Hebrew literacy is way beyond the blue horizon right now.)

And apparently I need to wash dishes, lots and lots of dishes. If the hot soapy water weren’t keeping my hands so warm, I would consider switching to paper plates. Two sinks-full of dishes washed after dinner, then a mug of hot chocolate, then it’s time to crawl under all the extra bedding and dream until the alarm goes off.


Knitwise, I found some stash yarns that looked like they would go together well, and on Wednesday I cast on for a garter-stitch wide scarf. I had two skeins of Lion Brand Wool-Ease in Avocado and one skein of an unlabeled yarn of the same weight in a muted gold that one might call Harvest Gold, if one grew up in the 1970s. A vintage-vibe Packers scarf it is!

To ensure that I would use up as much of the yarn as possible, I decided on a simple pattern that would use it in proportion. So, after casting on 30 stitches, I knitted four rows of the green to two rows of the gold (two ridges to one ridge). I’m carrying the extra color yarn up the right side, so I’ll have just two ends to weave in at the start and two at the finish. I’m not sure that I have a full skein of the gold yarn, and of course I didn’t weigh the yarn before I cast on, so I might measure off some of the green yarn to set aside for fringe and see how things look at the other end of the project.

The ball band on the Wool-Ease calls for a US8 (5mm) needle and I’m using a US9 (5.5mm), so it’s producing a squishy, drapey fabric instead of a stiff one. So far it’s been a good project to work on while watching F1 sessions off the DVR. When I’m watching a live session as I did this morning, I have to be careful not to tighten up on the tension. (It was an exciting race, and our favorite driver won! I had to set down the project from time to time, and I’m not sure I touched it at all in the last ten laps.)

As it happens, after knitting on the project since Wednesday it is now 8.5 inches wide and 11 inches long. Those measurements seem familiar….

I also purchased two knitting patterns this weekend. I don’t know how long it’s been since I’ve purchased a pattern.

Knitcircus got me with their weekly email newsletter, and on Saturday morning I bought the pattern for the Thornberry Cowl, designed by Bug Richardson Selig. I liked the look of it in the sample photos, but the part that sold me was the opening phrase in the description: “A simple and quick knit….” Oh, Bug, you had me at simple. Quick is just the icing on the cake. (Or the cupcake, if I’m pretending to watch my portion sizes.)

Another factor may have been that I already had a cake (there’s that word again) of the very yarn specified for the pattern, though it isn’t in one of the colorways that they were suggesting. At this time of year they’re promoting their Christmasy colorways, but a few years ago they also promoted Hanukkah colorways. It was in 2019 that I purchased a skein of Festival of Lights. I didn’t have a plan for the yarn, but I wanted to support the effort.

Let’s face it; there are only so many Hanukkah-themed colorways that are possible to dye up, and I [may have] bought both of them from Knitcircus. (I can’t find the ball band for the other cake, but guess what! The yarn is blue and white.)

Then, this morning, I was concerned about the warmth of my hands as I was doing some electronic page layout work. I did a Google search for fingerless mitts and came across a picture of the Tree of Life Fingerless Gloves pattern at KnitPicks, designed in 2010 by Jenny Williams. The pattern is sold with KnitPicks Wool of the Andes but was designed with KnitPicks Telemark Peruvian Highland Wool. No worries, I probably have some of each. It only takes 100 yards to knit up a pair on US3 (3.25mm) double-pointed needles.

Pattern purchased, yarn in stash, needles in inventory including a cable needle, somewhere. I got this. Warm hands for the win.

If I Had 1.6 Billion Dollars

“…I’d be rich.” Well, obviously. But I probably wouldn’t tell you about it. Don’t take it personally, but if I had the choice between “rich and non-famous” and “rich and famous,” I’d pick wealth and obscurity every time.

Until Friday afternoon I had absolutely no idea that the Powerball jackpot had rolled up into the largest jackpot in lottery history. I was chatting with a co-worker who had also worked a full day despite the fact that our building was without power. (What can I say? We’re dedicated.)

“I’m off on Monday, so see you Tuesday,” he said as he walked away down the hall. “Unless I hit the Powerball.”

“Mm-hmm.”

“It’s up to 1.5 billion.”

“Billion?”

“BILLION.”

I rarely play the lottery, but $2 seemed like a small price to pay for a shot at unimaginable wealth. Apparently many other people felt the same way, because by the time I purchased a ticket on Saturday morning the pot had climbed to $1.6 billion. I actually spent $3 on the ticket; when the clerk asked me if I wanted to get the $1 multiplier it sounded like a pretty good investment.

Get ready to sing along!

Like many others, I spent part of my weekend thinking about all of the things I could do with such an amount of money. I’m fairly certain that my creativity would run out before the money did.

At first, all I could think of were small changes: make rent, then give a couple of years’ worth to my landlord as I get ready to buy a house. Come to think of it, I could go ahead and buy the new house and take as much time as I wanted to move into it.

I could get the piano tuned. (After it’s been moved into the new house. Don’t want to pay to tune it twice!)

I wouldn’t race out and get a new car, but I probably would make an appointment to get the electronic clock working again in the 2002 Forester. I miss not having a clock in the car.

I’d pay off Eldest’s student loans unless Uncle Joe does it first.

Then I might make an appointment with my campus’s Chancellor to discuss where to put the new classroom building, filled with high-tech rooms on which the College of Letters and Sciences has dibs.

We could dedicate the new building with a concert by the remaining acts on my bucket list: Barenaked Ladies opening for Sir Paul McCartney, with special guest Peter Mulvey and anyone he wants to invite.

Maybe there will be enough money left over to add on a sun porch with a lap pool. (To the house, not the classroom building.)

And maybe I’ll get a pony.

This is Coco, from ponytalesrefuge.org

Knitwise, I finished up the triangle piece and wove in the [TWO] ends. Because it’s almost all stockinette, It will need to be washed and blocked to get it into a stable shape. Right now all it can do is curl. I did pretty well at estimating the amount of remaining yarn and got the final few rows in the bright green I was hoping for. I just measured the leftovers to be about 14 feet, so I could have played a little Yarn Chicken — but I did not want this project to do anything to make me anxious or frustrated. I’ll save the end of the ball for wool colorwork or duplicate stitching in a future project.

Now, what project will be next? Something impressive as a gift for a friend? Something simple and warm for winter? Something to finish now that was started long ago? Or will something from the Stash cry out and say, “Make me!”

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